why i decided to actively journalize again

It's because I have been having many original or novel ideas or realizations going on in my head. I thought that those things are not supposed to be kept but have to be shared. At first I was trying to talk about it or discuss them with friends & colleagues but.....they are either too filled with their own stories & concerns or my issues are just too dense for their cerebrum. Therefore, here I am now....in here.